Friday, February 03, 2006

These two days have been grace-less.
She's been having an on-off fever for the past 2days already.
Wednesday I didn't go debate right?
Guess what.
There was debate yesterday.
Again.
And so I had to go..
I can't really remember what happened yesterday during curriculum time.
After school, did maths and chemistry homework with cherie in the canteen.
Yu Ping had to eat and faster go to the audi control room.
So poor thing! She sick then still have to do the editing.
EVIL WEIRU~~~~
Weiru don't want to go help~!!~
Anyway, after Cherie and I ate, we went upstairs then she go band room,
I check the ITR.
Sian, nobody.
Then random stuff.
Melissa came and stole Cherie away!
Nooo cherie!
Lol.
Yu Ping 'qing wu fen zhong de jia from miss seah' !
Haha! Then her 5min up already, she ask me
go the control room 'chui air con'.
Lol.. So I go! Then talk talk talk alot la!
Miss Seah so nice to talk to one!
Yu Ping was like "edit ge pi ah edit!"
LOL. Very funny lar anyway.
I kept checking on the ITR.
Grrr........
Make me wait so long......
*frowns-
Then the 6th time I went DOWNSTAIRS
(because the BAND was standing there OBSTRUCTING MY WAY!
AND I HAD TO GO BY THE 2ND LEVEL TO GO ITR UPSTAIRS)
.. I finally met Jia Liang.
The ONLYYYYYYYYY debate person I saw the past 2hours.
So we went up, Ms Lim(so pretty) finished her remedial already.
And then went in.
Shortly after, Jenn and Lynn came in.
We talked nonsense. Fann came too.
She started doing her homework.
SO GUAI!
Yah anyway the other 4of us started talking
rubbish.
We were predicting what Suzie was gonna say to us when she came.
Ms Puja said she would be approx. 15minutes late!
She came around 4.45 =.=.......
Debate was supposed to have started at 4 ....
Nvm!
We learnt rebuttals! <--I sort of spelt it wrongly? But NEVERMIND!
I went back earlier{without doing my rebutt}
and then I was almost late for tuition.
Went there without dinner!
So I bought chocolate waffles for cyn and I!
When I faster rushed up.........
The whole place was pitch black..
Feeling so confused and puzzled..
I msged mr ng to ask him....
Called cynthia to tell her...
AND GUESS WHAAAAAAT~~
Mr Ng called back and said that class was actually at 5.45
on Thursdays.
BRILLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAANT!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!
NEVERMIND NEVERMIND!
gaaaaaahhhhhhhh.
Then I still waited for cyn to come {since I already have her waffles}
and then we went to eat at the place below mavis!
I had roasted ruck rice........
Cyn was still eating her waffles.
By the time I finished, she also just got her food.
Then I felt like eating that too!
So I ordered that......
OKAY. CALL ME A PIG~~ NEVERMIND!
Ate that finish.. Blahblah.
I talked so much!
Practically non stop for 1 and a half hours!
Cynthia just sat and listened and laughed.
Lol. :D
Went home to celebrate my bro's birthday.
It was already 10!
Anyway, my bro turned 12.
OH AND SINCE IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY..
obviously there was a cake.
And obviously I had to eat it too right.
Must not be rude what!
People's birthday of course must eat cake right?!
SO I ATE CAKE.
Yup..
Things I ate last night in total..
Choc waffles, duck rice, mushroom&chicken horfun, milo, cake.
Is.. okye la. :P
Haha!
This morning.. blahblah.
Didn't really have much to do in the morning.
So I learnt ting xie.
Wanted to go over to H there after learning.
Little did I know it was that late already!
I 'man le yi bu' cause they came instead!
Yada yada.
Class was borinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
K go away. *yawns*
After school Yy came to find me.
yumblumdum.
They had to stay back to do zuo wen!
So I satyed back with them..
SO WEI DA RIGHT!
RIGHT! That's what their cher said too!
LOL!
Anyway I was very pissed then.
Thanks to Myeong Weon la.
He and SX were asking me to give up on changmin.
FAT HOPE LA.
**** man.
Then I said the same thing la,
like, even if I do give up on cm,
I won't "go for kenneth"--quoted by them.
I would "go for nicholas" cause I know him "better"
since he sits in front during english. {which is the time we talk non stop
or just sleep -.-}
Yah so that retard started being a bloody retard by 'yelling' that.
And then just nice N was there for some band meeting
and MW started telling him!
Like whatever la.
After that I went to the staff room pass to miss kwong the bag
and then when I was on my way back to G class,
MW, SX and a buncha others walked by.
They started making blooding ****ing annoying comments la.
Like I don't bloody ****ing care ok!?
**** you lah.
Bullshit. Utter rubbish. Sprouting waste out of your mouths.
Sprout more lor, sprout more!
Your loss, not mine.
Whoever actually cares about what **** that comes out is
just like you all.
Stupid.
SEE! MAKE ME ANNOYED AGAIN!
****ing hell la!
BITCH.
Go ahead and continue ****ing lah.
I really don't care anymore.
Childish shits.
++++++++++++++++++++++
After the other 3 finished their zuo wen,
said byebye to SeeHiang and the rest!
Then we went home...
I went grace's house to pass her her chinese hw.
And then when I came home I slept!
zZzz! Don't know why so tired!
Woke up, ate and whatever lah.
So now I'm on the computer.. wondering what to do.
I think I have to go school tomorrow. Hmm........
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Random stuff

If I had a chance to replace an organ..

I wouldn't replace my heart.
Although weak, this is the heart that I love changmin and all
my other family&friends. I wouldn't exchange it for anything in the world.
If I do, it wouldn't be the same loving changmin.
I would only be loving him with my thoughts and not my heart.
I would only think I love him when in fact it's just not the same.
I wouldn't replace my brains.
Although mentally slow*ahem*, and forgetful..
This is the brain that I have my memories of everything.
The place I remember changmin and his beautiful face.
Where all the precious stories I hold will stay as long as I remember.
If I did, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to remember changmin.
It won't be the same. And I would lose my treasured memories.
Then, my life would be just living a lie.
A person without memories is a person without soul.
I wouldn't replace anything of mine.
Because they are within me and everything has something special about it.

Sometimes wonder just how fragile life is.
In a second, you could be the world's richest person.
Or the world's poorest.
You could even lose your life, or find one.
A second is so precious that some don't even realise it.
Very often, we always hear the words
"We don't know how to treasure until we lose it"
How true those words ring..
We never realise anything do we.
If only I could fufill my dreams..
I was just listening to the song Collin Raye's -Love me.
Old, but a beautiful song..
Singing along to it suddenly made my eyes watery.
But I didn't tear.
It was so sudden, those feelings.
I really wish, that I'ld just be able to meet changmin..
Not him in my dreams,
not him in those pictures.
But the real him..
Sarang.. what do we know about it;
Nothing actually. Nothing really.
It hurts sometimes, but it's still worth fighting for.
I will continue loving you, till I find something
worth changing my course from you..
It's odd how I can actually like someone I've never even
met, spoke, or seen in real life.
But, I guess love knows no boundaries, anything happens.
Sometimes I just wonder..
Why. Why we even bother.










/ We just gotta give and take now and then..

♥ jjaksarang 7:38 PM